Relief...

I don't know why...Just have this feelingof reliefffffffff.....=) Just suddenly have no this strange feeling towards certain people..Maybe is because of what he/she did towards me....=)

There are hopes, feelings this past 1 and a 1/2 year...Haha..maybe earlier....=P I give out my best (*I think so..*) and I didn't get what I supposed to get, not even half of it...Is kinda heart aching right?Am I asking for too much???I don't think so, I am just seeking for the most basic gutsss..Therefore, feeling stress, disappointed, hopeless...and what you can say for the negative feelings..With all these, I passed my 1 and 1/2 year...

Of cause, There are so many friends that are staying with me, holding my hands to go through with me all those days....That is the most wonderful part of it...I actually got bunch of friends who are willing to give their best for me...=) Happiieee......

Today, actually meet up with 2 of my friends whom they are the closest to me..Haha....Again~~Happie.....=) And this is where I suddenly lost the guts of feelings towards certain people..And that might makes me "lighter" and happier....*I hope so...*=P

Why people, humanssssssssssssssssssssss have to go through tough times only they can realize how important some things, some people in their life???This is the fact ya, not that I am thinking negatively..=P haha...I am very positive person..*_^ We don't know when are we leaving the world, maybe just the next minute, next hour, next day, next moment....We have to do what should be done ASAP so that we won't be regreted for the next moment when we lost something or someone special..=) Friends, I am really glad that you all still be there for me no matter on the difficult times or the happy moments...I love you all!!*Muaks**

~J with recharged energy~
*_^